Don't Care Attitude

Last week: The sick disease took over my body.

And I spent the week not caring about anything but sleep.

 But now I'm finally better and BACK!

My caring heart hasn't recovered yet.

Part of me is very saddened by this.

Valentine's is quickly approaching.

And I'm struggling to find the desire to want to continue in this backwards situation.

I miss PB. Dearly.

But today I just don't want to put in the effort.

I know that every relationship takes effort and work.

But today I just don't want to bother.

Does anyone else have days like this? Or is it just me?